Sometimes the pains to much . And everything hurts to the point where you just feel like you need to be numb.And when people tell you time heals everything it seems like the biggest lie because even after all that time you still hurt. I’m angry that I allowed  you to control so much of how i feel.I’m angry that I feel so passionate about things mainly you. But more than anything i’m angry at myself ,because here I am crying while typing this and knowing you really are not worth it but my heart seems to disagree. I can truly say I look forward to that one day in a few months or maybe a few years that I can finally say you mean nothing to me,you were just a distant memory.